Still very bothered.

I'm constantly being blown by the wind. Can I just say na very very imba ang feelings ko?

QUESTION:

Does it really get better with time? Better in a sense na mas maiintindihan ko ang mga rason sa likod ng mga bagay-bagay? Or it doesn't? Maybe I just have to accept the bitter consequence of liking this person. Ugh. It's killing me. Bakit kayaaaaa..? When will this freakin' episode end? HAHA. Kill me. Now.