i can't feel.

this just shows how busy i already am.

busy nga ba...

or just plain tamad?
haha.


wala masyado updates for november and december. they may be part of the busiest seasons of the year, pero wala akong gana magpost.:( too bad.

all the pics are in the multiply account. wait lang doon sa iba pa.


haay...i feel so numb. and pathetic.
i hate it.

di dapat ganito. pasko na.



anyway, MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!


God Bless you!:)

killing time?

dahil laptop free ako ngayon weekend, i'm turning my attention to books.


yes ma, tama po nabasa niyo! haha. books.


i will be devoting my time to:


and





yung isa required. haha.
wala lang. maybe lesson na rin yon or perhaps message ni God na i'm just wasting my time.

shocks, may nakita pa akong connection. haha.

masyado na daw akong abusive sa laptop powers. masyado na akong connected kay lapoo as if nakastrap na siya sa lap ko. waha.

i'm so corny.

right??


hayaan mo na. im just sad today. being the cheerful nut that i am, tinatry kong aliwin ang sarili ko. so please bear with me.:)

“In vain have I struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”

-Mr. Darcy to Elizabeth Bennett

be careful.

ok. so sira na naman ang laptop ko.

haay..


nagcrash na FINALLY yung operating system. so ayun. goodbye files.
okay lang mabura yung buong music library ko since may back-up ako nun plus pwede naman ulit madownload.

pwede rin naman makopya yung e-readings sa polsc14.

pwede ring i-reinstall yung mga games na mawawala.

sayang lang talaga yung pics na in-upload ko last night. ipopost ka sana sa multiply yon eh. pics yon nung comm3 class, UPD acad oval pag gabi and some pics nung prod comm sa Christmas presentation nila. sayang.. totally sayang.

i guess kahit gaano ka pa ka-careful mangyayari at mangyayari yan.
or perhaps, hindi pa sapat yung carefulness na ginawa ko.


i'm really sad for lapoo's fate.

tama.

lessons learned this week:

1) when you're guilty about something, confess/act right away. don't wait till things get worse. the guilty feeling will just eat you up.
2) do NOT take things for granted.
3) being busy is not a reason for forgetting important things.
4) don't think that other people are always judging you. they have their own business to mind.
5) keep ties open. you'll see that they're important later on.
6) don't wear long pants during rainy days.
7) if you don't know what to play in a party, "ever after" by bonnie bailey is always almost a sure hit. or perhaps "sexy back" by justin timberlake. and make sure you have lots of rnb tracks, they're sure hits too.
8) make time for your family. even if you've got the busiest schedule in the world, think of what's more important.
9) if you're next class is AS fourth floor, make sure you leave 30 minutes before the class.
10) try to keep your focus. be determined to reach your goal without any detours. well, distracting detours that is.
11) the word "awry" is pronounced as "oh-rye" and not "oh-rie". check the dictionary.Ü
12) whenever you feel bad, don't hesitate to call on your friends. the more you lock those feelings inside, the more chances that you're going to burst unexpectedly.
13) never think that you are alone. look above.

good night. and sorry.