time machine...sweet.Ü

haay...december 29 na..

bilis noh?

matatapos na ang Christmas break. pasukan na ulit.

ayoko pa pumasok!!!

pero wala naman akong magagawa.

anyway, yesterday my mom celebrated her birthday. so for a change, she had a party for her officemates at our house. dahil wala pa kaming classes, ako daw yung magluluto ng puttanesca(?) at carrot cake. haay..buti nalang nagustuhan nila...nabigyan pa nga ako ng 100 pesos! may namimigay pa pala ng 100 bucks sa panahong ito...?

haha...tenk you po ulit!;)

kanina naman, we had a picnic sa field...bale breakfast picnic. ;) we ate all the leftover pasta last night. busog! may gwapo ngang nagjojogging dun eh. haha...sight seeing...Ü

everything's happening so fast. i wish i could just stop time and enjoy what's in front of me. what if i had a time machine? ano kaya gagawin ko? probably i would go back to my childhood days...yung mga masasayang araw na kasama ko sina reg at pam. writing the tbff series, doing the "teatro de kaibigan," attending sunday school, playing eto rangers, sleepovers and pizza parties...haha! it feels so good to relive memories.

i miss those old days. i miss you: reg, pam, leanne, kim april, kim, kyle, leanne, genesis, ij, mon, mike, chiara, gabes, laisah, m.justin, m.wyndell, la, ivy, kriezl, kae, pers, sarah, ruth, jers, chris, arianne jane, rizkia, ian, nina, sui, john and the others i haven't mentioned.

I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

haha...i'm crazy.

start your countdown, 2 days nalang new year na!!!

bagong taon, bagong buhay...:)

till my next post. meanwhile, enjoy!;)

belated merry Christmas!

so kakatapos lang ng Christmas day...

but the celebration's not over yet.

so LET'S PARTY!

hehe, joke!:)


here's a list of what i got for Christmas:

1. a pair of embellished bootleg jeans


2. a curling iron


3. 2 boxes of Nerds©


4. a perfume


5. another perfume


6. a long chunky necklace


7. a glitterry belt


8. a book about dreaming


9. an orange blouse


10. a tan blouse


11. a lip gloss


12. pink lipstick


13. a watch


14. 3 packs of air fresheners


15. a white pouch


16. a cute mug


17. a native bag


18. a cologne


19. a porcelain jewelry container


20. a silver bracelet


21. a hairclip


22. a mechanical pencil


23. a coin purse


24. candies!

kung akala niyo kuripot na mga tao ngayon, dyan kayo nagkakamali!

madami pa ring willing magbigay kahit konti...so sa lahat ng mga nagbigay,

THANK YOU!!!

mwahmwahmwah!

kala niyo tapos na?

hindi pa..

speaking of parties, we had an awesome time kanina with my mush-loved friends... we went to marise's resort and had our "post-Christmas" party. so much tawanan, kainan, joketime and chikahan. siguro, check out nalang my friendster or multiply for pics...;) meron pa nga kaming exchange gift, si abbie pala nakabunot sa akin so now, may bagong blouse ako...yay!;) ang dami namin kanina: me, patti, joy, mark, bj, abbie, erika, glecy, mac, emil, sieg, dianne, eli, marise, glecy, moi at jere. sabi nga ni patti, kumpleto daw kami; si tin-tin nalang kulang. anyway, we had so much fun bonding with each other, meaning tulakan sa pool, basaan, videoke to the max!!! para kaming mga high, haha!

i really had a good time.♥

because of Christmas, marami ding nag-uwian. friends from all over the world have come home to their beautiful home, the PHILIPPINES. haha. whatev. i'm just so happy to see all of them and i'm suuuuuuper excited to spend time with them. *winks

i REALLY looooove Christmas.♥

so to all the scrooges and grinches all over the world, get lost!

haha...this is too good to be true...

God bless all of us.;)

happy holidays!;)

Christmas is just around the corner. 3 days nalang...

PASKO NA!

haay...

ang daya! si mama, may new jeans...ang ganda-ganda! inggit ako to death!
hmmph!

tagal ko din di nagpost. kasi whenever is sign in to blogger, may error so i can't log in. blogger beta kasi toh...anyway, nainip ako so di ko nalang tinuloy.

sabi, "give love on Christmas day..." and because i'm flat broke this season, i'm just showin' some love. yesterday, i made some of my friends cry. i made a letter explaining why i left their group...something that i should've done long ago. but i was too much of a coward to do that. so, i gave in, ate up my pride and released all those emotions and feelings. i'm so happy na i did that...in filipino, nabunutan ako ng tinik!

guys, i love you no matter what! mwah!

to my present barkada, thank you for adopting me. thank you for accepting me into your group...i loooooove you guys! ♥

i'm so happy that finally i realize na ang daming tao may mahal sa akin. kahit na most of the time i don't show care for them, they still love me. for a time i thought na i was so alone...no TRUE friends, no one who cares for me...emote emote. ;) but boy was i wrong! i am surrounded by people na truly cares for me..

malamig na ang simoy ng hangin (besides the fact na baka may typhoon...) pero i feel warmed by the love that surrounds me. kahit wala masyadong gifts, marami namang love! i'm corni...i know..

Merry Christmas to all! may we all feel the Christmas spirit in our hearts... together, let's celebrate the true reason for the season...JESUS CHRIST!

mwah...;)
till next time..♥

selfish day.

i don't know what to say.

this day has not been a good day.

i expected today to be nice.

but it was still a selfish day.

haay...

enough of making pity for myself...looking at the bright side, it is a sunny day. not to cold, not to warm either. me and my sister went to church to practice for our tambourine dance. i'm glad na finally i can take part at church productions, i don't like the feeling of being left out...who doesn't??

mitch and i were trying to remember the routines we had for our 3rd year foundation day presentation...pero di talaga namin maalala. buti nalang we were able to make through one song...:)

this week has been a busy week. projects, quizzes, discussions, name it! we were all trying to catch up on the missed lessons pero still kulang ang time. we also had our ever-awaited kris kringle.

day 1: something sweet..:)
*wala

day 2: something useful!
*wala pa rin

day 3: something shiny ♥
*wala na naman

day 4: something round ööö
*wag nang umasa!

hay naku! kung accidentally mababasa mo to, bakit naman di mo ako binibigyan ng gift?? sana meron na sa 21 ha?


napanood ko na rin yung the CORE (sa wakas...yes!) and yes, it was a very nice film. kahit na ang daming scientific terms, maganda yung plot. nakakaiyak ngayung part na namamatay sila isa-isa...haha, yeah mamatay sila isa-isa except for two people. sorry sa mga di pa nakakapanood!

peace!:)

click here if you want to see santa!;)

a few days to go before Christmas...okay not really that few pero unting araw nalang! but i can't feel it yet. wala pa yung rush na, yey! Christmas na! ewan kung bakit. parang ang bilis na ng mga araw. tapos malapit na rin mag NEW YEAR! time running fast..

me: hey time! slow down a bit...i can't keep up with you.
time: you must run faster! di ako pwede tumigil, maraming maapektuhan!

haay...really need to live each day the most...
who knows bigla nalang matapos ang role ko sa mundong ito...
i don't want to live a life full of regrets.

i know this entry's too long na..

till next time!

ciao!

movies! wee!

i confess to be a movie addict. di naman ako masyado mapili sa movies that i watch, but anyway, i made a kapa-kapa list of some of the movies i have watched:

1. Click
2. Billy Madison
3. 50 first dates
4. Spanglish
5. The Longest Yard
6. Coach Carter
7. Bring it on 1-3
8. Drum Line
9. Coyote Ugly
10. Take the Lead
11. Center Stage
12. Shall we Dance
13. Lizzie McGuire the movie
14. A Cinderella Story
15. Cheaper by the Dozen 1-2
16. The Parent Trap
17. Freaky Friday
18. Confessions of a teenage drama queen
19. Mean girls
20. Herbie
21. Herbie: fully loaded
22. The Prince and me
23. 10 things i hate about you
24. What a girl wants
25. She's the man
26. 13 going on 30
27. A beautiful mind
28. a good year
29. gladiator
30. the patriot
31. braveheart
32. the last samurai
33. jerry maguire
34. a walk to remember
35. chasing liberty
36. saved
37. how to deal
38. before sunset
39. bridget jones diary 1-2
40. chicago
41. love actually
42. bruce almighty
43. a series of unfortunate events
44. the grinch
45. chocolat
46. crash
47. elizabethtown
48. little women
49. eragon
50. lotr 1-3
51. spiderman 1-3
52. x-men 1-3
53. harry poter 1-3
54. frida
55. gardenstate
56. starwars 1-6
57. the matrix 1-3
58. sweet november
59. left behind
60. hitch
61. house of sand and fog
62. house of wax
63. ice princess
64. cutting edge 1-2
65. johnny english
66. les miserables
67. maid in manhattan
68. master and commander
69. proof of life
70. miracle
71. my big fat greek wedding
72. national treasure
73. ocean's twelve
74. pride and prejudice
75. raising helen
76. rumor has it
77. prime
78. charlie's angels 1
79. s.w.a.t.
80. hidalgo
81. sideways
82. sidewalks of new york
83. sneakers
84. fight club
85. the banquet
86. memoirs of a geisha
87. crouching tiger hidden dragon
88. the notebook
89. the phantom of the opera
90. view from the top
91. while you were sleeping
92. shakespeare in love
93. romeo and juliet
94. titanic
95. yours, mine, ours
96. shrek 1-2
97. daddy day care
98. mulan 1-2
99. peter pan
100. high school musical
101. cars
102. the incredibles
103. a bug's life
104. cinderella
105. the little mermaid 1-2
106. sleeping beauty
107. aladdin
108. snow white
109. beauty and the beast
110. belle's magical world
111. school of rock
112. barbie and the nut cracker
113. barbie as rapunzel
114. barbie as the princess and the pauper
115. big
116. the king and i
117. anna and the king
118. pocahontas 1-2
119. prince of egypt
120. joseph:king of dreams
121. inspector gadget
122. legally blonde 1-2
123. walk the line
124. sweet home alabama
125. just like heaven
126. hercules
127. airplane
128. clueless
129. stuart little 1-2
130. agent cody banks
131. skyhigh
132. as good as it gets
133. loveletter
134. hanging up
135. beethoven
136. home alone
137. the world is not enough
138. rent
139. mr. holland's opus
140. kingdom of heaven
141. Jesus Christ superstar
142. about a boy
143. falling in love
144. baby's day out
145. the in-laws
146. princess diaries 1-2
147. sister act 1-2
148. white oleander
149. 101 dalmatians
150. the sting
151. comfort and joy
152. the kid
153. chances are
154. ghost
155. entrapment
156. finding forrester
157. indiana jones 1-3
158. i.q.
159. molly
160. miss congeniality 1-2
161. edtv
162. the swan princess
163. dead poet's society

163 muna...can't think of the rest. my minds TOO TIRED.

there's something wrong with me...i have to figure that out...

till next time..

mwah!;)

nothing really.

experiences brings out the best in you right??
anyway...

Bought everyone in the bar a drink
Swam with wild dolphins
Climbed a mountain
Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
Been inside the Great Pyramid
Held a tarantula - almost. ;)
Taken a candlelit bath with someone - with myself actually.
Said 'I love you' and meant it
Hugged a tree
Bungee jumped
Visited Paris - SOMEDAY ♥
Watched a lightning storm at sea - well, outside my window.
Stayed up all night long and saw the sun rise
Seen the Northern Lights
Gone to a huge sports game - not really that huge
Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa - i wish.
Grown and eaten your own vegetables - elem days..;)
Touched an iceberg - haha
Slept under the stars
Changed a baby's diaper
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon - haay..
Watched a meteor shower
Gotten drunk on champagne
Given more than you can afford to charity
Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment - LOTS OF TIMES
Had a food fight
Bet on a winning horse
Asked out a stranger - anonymously..lol
Had a snowball fight
Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
Held a lamb - when i was small sa isang petting farm
Seen a total eclipse - i think.
Ridden a roller coaster - of course naman!
Hit a home run - ALMOST
Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking - a LOT of times
Adopted an accent for an entire day
Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment - most of the time...
Had two hard drives for your computer
Visited all 50 states - huh??
Taken care of someone who was drunk
Have amazing friends - HI GUYS! ilabshu ♥
Danced with a stranger in a foreign country - not applicable.
Watched wild whales - TV counted?
Stolen a sign - ??
Backpacked in Europe - in my dreams..
Taken a road-trip
Gone rock climbing - hope to.
Midnight walk on the beach
Gone sky diving
Visited Ireland
Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love
In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them
Visited Japan - haay naku..
Milked a cow
Alphabetized your CDs - ano magagawa ko...OC ako eh!
Pretended to be a superhero
Sung karaoke
Lounged around in bed all day
Posed nude in front of strangers - ew.
Gone scuba diving
Kissed in the rain - WIIIIIIIIIISH ko lang..
Played in the mud
Played in the rain
Gone to a drive-in theater
Visited the Great Wall of China
Started a business - mejo super small time lang.
Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
Toured ancient sites
Taken a martial arts class
Played DVD for more than 6 hours straight - MY GIRL!!
Gotten married
Been in a movie - i've been in some show pero not in a movie..
Crashed a party
Gotten divorced
Gone without food for 5 days
Made cookies from scratch
Won first prize in a costume contest
Ridden a gondola in Venice
Gotten a tattoo - STICKER tattoo..lol
Rafted the Snake River
Been on television news programs as an "expert"
Got flowers for no reason
Performed on stage - loooots of times
Been to Las Vegas
Recorded music
Eaten shark
Had a one-night stand
Gone to Thailand
Bought a house
Been in a combat zone
Buried one/both of your parents
Been on a cruise ship
Spoken more than one language fluently
Performed in Rocky Horror
Raised children
Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking
Had plastic surgery - duh??
Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
Wrote articles for a large publication - again, not that large.
Lost over 100 pounds
Held someone while they were having a flashback - huh??
Piloted an airplane
Petted a stingray
roken someone's heart
Helped an animal give birth
Won money on a T.V. game show
Broken a bone
Gone on an African photo safari
Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
Ridden a horse - of course naman..
Had major surgery
Had a snake as a pet
Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours
Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
Visited all 7 continents
Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
Eaten kangaroo meat
Eaten sushi - YUM!
Had your picture in the newspaper
Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about
Gone back to school
Petted a cockroach
Eaten fried green tomatoes
Read The Iliad
Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read
Killed and prepared an animal for eating - yuck!
Skipped all your school reunions
Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language - sa dami ba naman ng koreans sa school eh.
Been elected to public office - sa school ulit...
Written your own computer language
Thought to yourself that you're living your dream
Had to put someone you love into hospice care
Built your own PC from parts
Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
Had a booth at a street fair
Dyed your hair - not really dyed, highlights lang..
Been a DJ
Shaved your head
Caused a car accident
Saved someone's life

i'm lovin' it...paparapapa

♥

waah!

its funny how one feels after reading something about him or her. parang ang sarap ng feeling that you've had an impact on somebody else's life. anyway...

i'm usually a friendly person...i'll even smile at you even if i know you. if i'm crazy that day, i'll go talk to you as if we;ve known each other for a long time. pero there's a problem...i rarely keep in touch. even though may email and text na, tamad na tamad ako talaga...ewan ko ba kung bakit...

1. tbff - waah! i miss you guys. eto yung group namin when we were still young. 3 girls kami dito. pero, ayaw talaga kami pagsamasamahin. ako, still stuck in elbi. yung isa mejo umasenso, nasa states. yung isa naman, studies at elbi pero based in manila...what am i going to do? nakakatawa pa, ako lang yata yung nagkaroon ng slightest change sa amin. i dont know kung kelan kami magkakareunion. i do miss those sleepovers guys... pati na rin yung pizza parties. aww.

i do hope we get to see each other really really soon...:) Lord please...

2. close friends/barkada - usually eto yung circle of friends ko sa school. yung as in, parang magkakapatid nalang and treatment! these are the people i usually run to when i'm really down. i dont know...parang automatic kasi na they understand me. they also know how to crack me up and make me smile..:)

3. friends.period. - these are people whom i hang out with. kasama ko pag may events. uh...considered din batchmates and schoolmates. hindi ako nakakapagshare ng malalalim na bagay sa kanila, mga usual stuff lang like how my day went. joketimes din pwede na... but i'm always available if ever they need me.

4. acquaintances - usually...eto yung mga anak ng friends ng parents ko. or kapatid ng friends ko. y'know, related by 2nd degree?

others...ewan...basta...
reg, remember? lol

youth week ngayon right? eniwei, i was asigned to be the student principal for the whole week. syempre, privilege din yan... way to go biancs! haha...cheer ba daw ang sarili.

i know nobody reads this blog. kaya nga parang i'm so free to write about anything. as in ANYTHING>>>under the sun...ngeeks.

i felt sooo jealous today. same person pa rin with my previous post. aargh.
i just told myself to stay focused. i'm having no boyfriends till i'm 21 so why bother right?
lol.

if ever somebody will be able to read my blog...pls comment. yun lang. if ever nga eh...

*peace out*

♥

if i'm ugly then so are you..so are you..

ever felt so ugly? as in na parang ikaw na ang pinakapanget na tao sa mundo. not naman mundo but somehow, just panget..?

well, i just happen to feel like that.

anyway...i was sooo happy yesterday. nakachat ko sa myspace yung isang friend ko na nasa states. alam mo yung feeling na yun? na, even if you're about thousands of miles away, parang you're just talking beside each other. ♥

if you're reading this...hello! :)

there were so many things na we did today..as in! every subject, parang super tense ako kasi we have a quiz in this subject, another activity in the other subject, a seatwork in...haay! basta..imagine, 1 day lang yung break namin last week. monday to saturday, we had classes coz we had to make up for the breaks we had. tapos by sunday, 90th anniv ng CAP and we had to do the korean fan dance AGAIN for the 3rd time. tapos nalaman namin di pa pala nalalabhan yung mga costume namin. as in EW!!! ang baho na niya talaga..haha

microteaching na next week. i'm quite excited. excited in a way na i'm wondering wheter i'm gonna be good at it OR bad at it. i hope i'll be assigned to a subject na i'm good at. and i hope na i will get behaved students..:) EWAN!

so okay, i'm going to be honest. the real reason na i wanted to update today is because something has been bothering my mind. i was thinking about somebody na naging close na rin sa akin. okay i'll admit it...maybe a little bit closer than the usual. diba usually when you like someone, you feel uneasy when you're talking to him or even just sitting beside him. pero with this one it's different. idk.

another thing pa...diba you should be serious when you say those three spell-binding words (ya know...i love you??)? ang sabi niya pa, love shoudn't be judged. whatev.

enough of this nonsense. i'm sleepy. time to get back to reality. and tomorrow when i wake up, it's gonna be a new day.

good night y'all..

♥

so many thoughts, so little space...i mean time.

nakakainis...ang hirap makaconnect sa internet. imagine, last friday pa ako nagtatry, ngayon lang ako finally nakapasok...

so today, bigayan ng card namin. maganda naman yung results, two points higher yung average ko!!!:) dapat super happy ako...pero parang hindi eh..maybe something's wrong with me.

maraming bagay ngayon sa isip ko...school stuff, personal stuff ewan! i've been daydreaming a lot lately.. if you don't know me, i'm your ordinary daydreamer. i dream about a lot of things. let's see... i dream about my future life..what work i'm going to have, sinong magiging kasama ko habang buhay (sino, sino kaya??)..corni!!! eniwei, back to topic.

i dream about my future high school reunions. sino kaya magkakatuluyan? teka lang, meron nga ba?? haha... ano kaya mga itsura ng mga classmates ko 20 years from now? then i start laughing...peace!haha..

btw, over all champs kami nung sportsfest...wee! haha, i think we deserved it anyway. di dahil pangit yung sa iba, God blessed us lang talaga. kala ko nga nung una talo pa kami di naman pala. haha...Thank you, thank you!;)

pero mejo sumama yung loob ko nung cheering practice days...may nakita kasi ako sa CR na nakasulat, "bianca feeling cheerleader." i know, napakaliit na bagay niyan. di ko naman kasi pinipilit yung sarili ko na maging cheerleader. yes, i am the batch coordinator. kaya lang naman ako mejo naging leader sa cheering dahil gusto ko lang maaorganize yung group. my real motive wasto help in organizing the group coz i know that by doing that, mas magiging maganda yung performance namin. i never thought na mamimisunderstood nung iba. kaya nga nung awarding, akala nung teachers cheerleader din ako, but i didn't stand up to get the award. deep down, i know na my motives are pure and i dont mean any harm. never ko naman pinangarap na maging cheerleader noh! di naman ako feeling at alam ko naman na i don't have THAT gift talaga. but anyway, i forgive you whoever you are.

peace na tayo...:)

earlier this week, ang dami-daming nasa isip ko. pero nakalimutan ko na...

siguro i'll update nalang next time...

ciao!♥

newbie

maybe this is my nth blog... ewan ko, basta tamad ako usually to keep journals like this. i like to read blogs...blog hopping yeah, right. lalo na pag blogs of important persons like celebs. siguro usisera lang talaga ako...;)

i've been keeping a diary since forever. kaso, a problem ko...i'm so tamad to write on it everyday. instead, i write long entries like 4 pages back to back...weird? nah...

i wonder if someone will ever read this blog...yung type na di ko sasabihan tapos magugulat nalang ako na biglang may magcocomment...hehe! parinig toh!

today's sunday...as usual we went to church. there was this poem i guess na binasa nung pastor namin na why we go to church. mejo napaisip nga ako eh. guilty ako na sometimes i go to church to see people...observe? basta, parang whats up with them. sometimes, sa sobrang kabaliwan ko, pumupunta ako sa church dahil gusto kong pumorma..alam mo yun? anyway...of course, di nawawala yung reason to worship GOD...sometimes i feel ashamed of myself. kasi, tuwing sundays ko lang nareremember si God...tapos ang dami ko pang ginawang sin...come on, let's face it. parang nakakahiya na ewan...

sorry God...


school na naman tomorrow. may assignment pa akong di nagagawa. bummer!

ayan, pumasok na naman sa utak ko kung may magbabasa nito...ewan.
sa mga babasa TENK YOU!!! mwah mwah mwah...(yuck!) ;)

ma post nga sa friendster and url ko...ang tanong, may tumitingin ba sa friendster ko? haha...dami kong tanong! baka nasisiraan na ako..

i'll try to keep this blog as happy as possible. ayoko ma stereotype na goth or dark or whatever... i want to be known for being myself...sabi nga sa pinoy dream academy--"giving the song your personal touch"...


so come on...enter my world...
get lost!haha..

peace!;p

♥