Whew!

Casper: If I were alive, would you go to the Halloween dance with me?

Kat: Mm-hmm.

Casper: Kat?

Kat: Mm-hmm.

Casper: [whispers] Can I keep you?

Kat: Mm-hmm.

[Casper kisses Kat on the cheek]

Kat: Casper, close the window. It's cold.

P.S. Updates next time.:)

Point blank.

"I'm scared that people don't really care about me as much as I expect them too. I fear that it's just a one-way thing, I'm the only one who has conscious effort to make the other person feel extra special.

I'm scared because suddenly I realize that I have lots of friends but only a few people know me really well.

I feel insecure that only a few people (or maybe even less) care about me, those who would be affected if something happens to me. And together with my other insecurities, they are piling up over one another.

I'm scared that there is no genuine love for me besides love from my family.

I fear that when the time comes, I will have no one to share my special days with. I'm scared that I'll always have to push them, to remind them, to make them do things that will make me feel secure in exchange.

I'm tired of initiating actions just to make me feel special too in return.

I'm scared. I'm insecure. I'm tired.
Assure me that these things aren't true. Please.

-ANONYMOUS"

Good evening to you.:)

Almost two years babe!

Yes!

Haha.

Just two more days...:)

It's not so bad after all.:)

Wow. It has been almost 5 years since we last talked. Actually I imagined it to be more awkward, but no. Haha, I can't believe this.

Anything's possible talaga.

And I also can't believe na I am feeling like this. Normal. Wala na yung jitters and kaba. Well, at first meron but eventually nawala rin. Haha. Ang stupid eh.

Lavet.

Despite the fact na things did not end up well in the past, okay pa rin naman pala. I guess I was mature enough na rin to know what I have to do and what I have to say. Yuck, what happened in the past was so babaw. I really can't believe it.

Time heals all wounds. And partial amnesia helps too.
I'm glad that we've started to talk again.


P.S. The past situation is too personal (and too embarassing) to be shared over the net.:)
P.P.S. Maybe 10 years from now I'll be able to talk about it. Haha.

The stars will cry the blackest tears tonight...

No, I'm not emo. LSS lang.:) Check out "Anthem of our Dying Day" by Story of the Year. It's a song released about 3 or 4 years ago? Basta, super cool niya.

And oh, notice my 2 posts for October.

Funny how the first one's all reminiscent and sentimental while the other is me complaining about stuff I really have no control over. Haha. I'm really amazed on how random I could get.:)

There was this text message forwarded to me that says:

"Life is like Chocnut. You'll never know if it's durog or not."

It sounds so coñotic diba? Haha. Durog?? Seriously. Puh-lease..

Addicted!

I am currently downloading episode 9 for both One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl on torrent. Haha. Talk about piracy.:D

Just got home from Diliman. It was a super busy week with the whole registration process and all. Well, God really granted my wishes 'cause I got all the classes that I needed!:)

Tuesdays: 8:30-10 Nat Sci 1, 10-11 Duckpin Bowling, 4-5:30 Bio 1
Wednesdays: 8:30-10 Soc Sci 2, 10-11:30 French 10
Thursdays: 8:30-10 Nat Sci 1, 10-11 Duckpin Bowling, 1-4 Comm 130, 4-5:30 Bio 1
Fridays: 8:30-10 Soc Sci 2, 10-11:30 French 10, 1-4 BC 101

See, parang high school lang with all the science courses present: biology, chemistry and physics! Bongga diba? Good luck naman sakin.

I was able to enroll (yes, ABLE) yesterday (thank God!) despite the super duper long line in PNB. Imagine, it reached Coop almost! Tapos I was in the line from 3 to 5. Buti na lang I wasn't cut off.

Today was the first day of classes for this sem. I am really glad 'cause I think I am actually going to have a very exciting ang learning-filled (seriously) semester. I know it's not going to be easy, maybe a stressful one pa. Pero I'm anticipating the self-fullfilment at the end of the academic year. Haha! I'll try to be less grade conscious and more aware of what I really want. I really want to discover what I'm really good at, and what I do best kasi I'm still a bit confused. I'll try to be less procrastinating too. :D

Excited for the new sem!:))

I'm helpless.

I just opened my CRS account and guess what? After 3 batch runs, I only have 2 freakin' subjects enlisted.:( How helpless can I get?

Now, I have to cancel my ALREADY ENLISTED subject to give way to a major which has large possibilities that I might be enlisted in. Take note, possibility pa lang yan. I can't believe it talaga. Napaiyak na ako dahil sa frustration. Lord, help...