“That’s what happens sometimes. Friendships are lost, altered, damaged. People change, or you simply finally appreciate who they have been all along. And so you realize they don’t have a space in your life anymore. Doesn’t matter how long it’s been, how deep it’s gone. It happens, it ends. You move on.”
A few more weeks Bianca. So far it's been getting better naman diba? A little distance is good pala. At hindi na ikaw ang nag-iinitiate (although wala pa kayong non-academic na pinag-uusapan). That's a good start.
Kung pwede ko lang sana sabihin sa kanya na namimiss ko siya maging kaibigan. Hindi dahil "kailangan" ko ng kaibigan, pero namimiss ko lang ang presence niya sa buhay ko. Wala na akong pake sa mga issues before. Mabaon sa limot ang dapat mabaon sa limot.
Will update about this person. I'm so sure I'd be seeing less of him this semester. Sayang, kung kelan last year of college na, tsaka pa 'to nangyari. But I'm hopeful. Jem's hopeful. Hahaha. I just remember the talk we had over dinner last Thursday. Sobrang naglabas lang ako ng sama ng loob sa kanya. If only I could do the same to him. Pero tulad nga ng sabi ni Jem, sa tamang pagkakataon. Wala namang sense if I suddenly rant about my upset feelings and frustrations diba?
Pero kelan ang tamang pagkakataon?
