all smiles.

thanks for making my day!Ü

**updates next time.**

KISS.

promise, this wouldn't be long. haha.

someone asked me kanina why do i make long posts. actually, i ask myself the same question.

• reason #1: i'm talkative. (period)
• reason #2: since i'm far from family and friends, it's usually the only way that they can be updated with what's going on with my life.
• reason #3: it's YOUR free pass to my thoughts and feelings! something like a backstage pass.Ü isn't that great? haha.

so far, those are the only reasons i can think of. syempre yung reason #2 yung most important diba? or is it reason #3? haha!Ü

average everyday singing psycho; super goddess

i just read my friend's blog and well, i sort of agree with her. parang i've finally adjusted with my "new" life. i used to think na i'd be forever depressed because of so much memories from high school life. yeah, i know it's too much drama but it's true. but then i realize na slowly i'm finding myself enjoying my life now. yeah, i miss high school but i'm having the time of my life now in college.

yes, no one can replace my friends back in high school. they are family. but that doesn't mean na i can't find new friends right? at the back of my head, i have this guilty feeling kasi i don't talk or see my HS friends anymore. i don't text. i don't message them. i'm not updated with their lives anymore.

but i've realized...that doesn't make them less important right?

all i know is that i try to talk to them as much as i can. problem is, smart ako, globe sila. nasa qc ako, dito naman sila sa lb. we don't catch each other online. haay. kaya ganun nalang ang tuwa ko nang maabutan ko si joy na online kahapon. i learned na may sleepover pala yung iba kina emil. how i wish i could've joined them kaso pagod talaga ako. AND weekends are family time now specially na wala ako most of the time. understandable naman yun diba?

i'm just worried that maybe the distance and the time apart would somehow affect the relationships established. sana hindi.

in short, i just MISS them SO much.Ü

anyway, i've been enjoying my time with my new found friends there!Ü as in late night chats (not to mention loud laughter), business talks (haha!), lunches and dinners, classes together, joke times, short chats during rush times, etc. grabe, just the mere fact na magkaklase kayo in whatever class, may instant connection agad! natuwa rin ako kasi sabi nung ibang corridor-mates ko, ang first impression nila sa akin friendly daw, as in approchable. ayos diba? haha. tapos, sobrang privilege pa na nasa third floor ako kung saan napakaunited namin. as in i wouldn't trade it for any other floor kahit na pahirapan muna bago ka makarating sa room mo. haha. i just love the bonding that we have kahit na sobrang different yung mga personalities namin.Ü

maybe living in Diliman isn't bad after all..?

LSS.

"Listen"

Listen,
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But can't complete

Listen,
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning
To find release

Oh, the time has come
For my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen....

Listen,
I am alone at a crossroad
I'm not at home, in my own home
And I tried and tried
To say what's on my mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I gotta find,
My own..

You should have listened
There is someone here inside
Someone I'd thought had died
So long ago

Oh I'm screaming out,
for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own
All cause you won't
Listen...

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't....
If you won't....

LISTEN!!!...
To the song here in my heart
A melody I've start
But I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what, you made of me
I followed the voice, you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find, my own..

my own... -Listen by Beyonce Knowles

based on statistics..

what a day.

yeah.

finally, tapos na first exam ko sa Econ11. ewan ko ba bakit super nervous ako. i mean, nakapagreview naman ako. ah ewan! siguro dahil first exam ko siya...haay.

kasi naman eh, si mam briones, nagpost ng exa results sa y! groups namin. it stated the following:

For everyone's information. .. here are some statistics based from the exam. Most did good, some didn't.


TJ1
MEAN 42.83
STANDARD DEVIATION 4.28
MEDIAN 43
MODE 46
MAXIMUM 51
MINIMUM 35

who knows...baka ako yung 35. haha.

haay. i'm so pathetic. bakit ba sobrang grade conscious ako ha?
nakakainis na ako ha..

lalalalala...

i was supposed to share with you a not-so-wholesome story..but i changed my mind.

anyway, my life has been great for the past few days.

first reason, my kalai friends!!! yes, sobrang natutuwa ako sa newfound friends ko sa kalai. for some reason, i instantly felt at home with my "corridor-mates" kahit na came from different places. i'm so happy na i was able to find Christian dormmates. oh diba, saya! what's more is that magkakatabi lang yung rooms namin! haha. last night nga, hannah, joie and me acted like crazy people. laughing here and there. siguro yun yung epekto ng kapeng barako..haha! btw, the kapeng barako was a freebie from the UP Batangan org. grabe ha, publicity na ito.

second reason, i was able to call my high school friends which sadly became the reason kaya naubos ang load ko. but they were worth the call.

OMG. this is drama.

haha. anyway, i was able to talk to xai, yuki, raffy and gem. tapos biglang naubos yung load ko. so because i missed them so much, nagload ako ulit. buti na nga lang at nag reload ako kaya nakausap ko si jers, mikhail and kevin. grabe! i really miss my HS batchmates..

third reason, renewed relationships. what's done is done. forget the past. move on 'cause more things await me.

fourth reason, exciting classes! last thursday, we really had a bizarre class sa socio10. our prof wanted us to think critically. he wanted to provoke our feelings. so instead of doing his usual s***, he went to the good side aka the pro morality and Christianity side making himself a hypocrite. we were discussing kasi our views on same sex marriage. My classmate said na yes, it could be taken into consideration but our society is not ready for it. kahit ano pang liberlaization ang mangyari, we would always remember our traditions, our beliefs. we would always put our values first.

another fun class is kas1. contrary to what others think that kasaysayan is boring or whatever, i actually am having fun in the class. as in i'm surprised na every 4 pm during mondays and thursdays, i'm really looking forward to going to PH 329, kahit na sobrang exhausting umakyat dun, just because i'm excited.

fifth reason, my blockmates. i think we have grown closer now that a month has passed. syempre, our MTh meetings by the main lib helps a lot.Ü

sixth reason, the FRESHIE CONCERT! grabe, lumabas talaga yung pagkafan ko. imagine: kjwan, kitchie nadal, sugarfree, yeng constantino, 6cyclemind, sandwich, callalily, chicosci, rocksteddy, parokya, kamikazee, etc plus all the freebies!Ü grabe, starstruck talaga. btw, there's another concert coming up this July 17, 2007, 6 pm at the bahay ng alumni. Bigaten din yung bands such as bamboo, spongecola, hilera, sugarfree, chicosci, etc.

seventh reason, first time kong pumunta ng trinoma! haha. sooooooooo probinsyana. my tita told me that as time passes, uunti din daw yung people doon 'cause the shops are so class A and B, as in somewhat expensive to SUPER expensive, so one would rather go to SM to shop for cheaper stuff.

eighth reason, i am home this weekend. iba talaga pag nasa bahay ka lang noh? ibang klase ang relaxation.

yeah, that's about it. happy monthsary nga pala fellow iskos and iskas! one month na tayo! still surviving the UP jungle. haha.

i guess i've adjusted somehow. wala na masyado yung feeling of homesickness. more of excitement na nga eh. i'm really glad all of this is happening..Ü

**hannah, dadalhin ko yung piano pieces next week. promise. tapos wag ulit tayo magbayad..haha! joie, see you men. (gets? haha.) feve, i'll be looking forward to more of our late night chats kahit tulog na mga roommates natin.Ü pau, your eccentricity is so contagious! there's a reason to be excited during math class gawa niyo ni Kem! haha. jk.**

...♥

slogans etc.

i was reading past bulletins sa friendster when i saw this link: www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi. type your name inside the dialog box then click "sloganize." these were the HILARIOUS results..

four out of five dentists recommend BIANCA.

solutions for a small BIANCA.

the BIANCA goes straight into your head.

the BIANCA of confidence.

choosy mothers choose BIANCA.

you'll never put a better bit of BIANCA on your knife.

hope it's BIANCA, it's BIANCA, we hope it's BIANCA...

if you can't beat BIANCA, join BIANCA.

BIANCA, take me away.

a BIANCA works wonders.

hand-built by BIANCA.

happiness is a cigar called BIANCA.

refreshes the BIANCA other beers cannot reach.

i've seen the future and it's BIANCA-shaped.

you're never alone with a BIANCA.

is BIANCA in you?

every BIANCA helps.

once you stop, you just can't pop BIANCA.

it needn't be hell with BIANCA.

life should taste as good as BIANCA.

things happen after a BIANCA.

for a hard-earned thirst, BIANCA.

savour the flavour of BIANCA.

change your whole BIANCA.

there's only one BIANCA.

promise. yung last one lumabas talaga.
then i tried the movie quotes part. isa toh sa mga lumabas.

This BIANCA attracts Those We Do Not Speak Of. You must bury it.

weird. haha.
beware daw oh.

go on, try it. it's fun. shocks, parang commercial tunog ko dito ah? haha.

blah thoughts again.

well, dito na naman ako..actually, blank ang mind ko right now. like i could stare at this computer in front of me still, wala pa rin akong masasabi.

haay.

sana may internet sa kalai...in that way, i don't have to waste money in order to blog or to update fster/myspace/multiply, email, etc.

sobrang dami ng nangyari these past two weeks. and yes, as usual, wala akong time (and money) for updates. freshie concert (yes! more about it in the future.:D), new found friends, renewed relationships, nerve-wrecking classes, new responsibilities, more about the blah dorm food, etc. etc. etc. btw, my eyes are getting used to wearing the glasses..heehee.

haha. maybe this weekend. promise!:)

ciao!

clueless.

bakit ganun ang friendster? wala naman akong sinesend na message na ganun. bakit may nareceive yung FRIEND ko, foul words pa yung nakalagay. hello? wala talaga sa ugali ko ang basta-basta nalang magura ng ganun lalo na't walang dahilan.

i hope she understands. sana lang wag maging close agad yung mind niya. feeling ko kasi she judged me agad. kasi naman eh, bakit walang internet sa kalai. eh di sana matagal ko ng nareplyan yung message! nakakainis talaga! panira ng araw!

i hate this feeling. i feel so dumbfounded.

sorry. pero di ko talaga alam.