waah!

its funny how one feels after reading something about him or her. parang ang sarap ng feeling that you've had an impact on somebody else's life. anyway...

i'm usually a friendly person...i'll even smile at you even if i know you. if i'm crazy that day, i'll go talk to you as if we;ve known each other for a long time. pero there's a problem...i rarely keep in touch. even though may email and text na, tamad na tamad ako talaga...ewan ko ba kung bakit...

1. tbff - waah! i miss you guys. eto yung group namin when we were still young. 3 girls kami dito. pero, ayaw talaga kami pagsamasamahin. ako, still stuck in elbi. yung isa mejo umasenso, nasa states. yung isa naman, studies at elbi pero based in manila...what am i going to do? nakakatawa pa, ako lang yata yung nagkaroon ng slightest change sa amin. i dont know kung kelan kami magkakareunion. i do miss those sleepovers guys... pati na rin yung pizza parties. aww.

i do hope we get to see each other really really soon...:) Lord please...

2. close friends/barkada - usually eto yung circle of friends ko sa school. yung as in, parang magkakapatid nalang and treatment! these are the people i usually run to when i'm really down. i dont know...parang automatic kasi na they understand me. they also know how to crack me up and make me smile..:)

3. friends.period. - these are people whom i hang out with. kasama ko pag may events. uh...considered din batchmates and schoolmates. hindi ako nakakapagshare ng malalalim na bagay sa kanila, mga usual stuff lang like how my day went. joketimes din pwede na... but i'm always available if ever they need me.

4. acquaintances - usually...eto yung mga anak ng friends ng parents ko. or kapatid ng friends ko. y'know, related by 2nd degree?

others...ewan...basta...
reg, remember? lol

youth week ngayon right? eniwei, i was asigned to be the student principal for the whole week. syempre, privilege din yan... way to go biancs! haha...cheer ba daw ang sarili.

i know nobody reads this blog. kaya nga parang i'm so free to write about anything. as in ANYTHING>>>under the sun...ngeeks.

i felt sooo jealous today. same person pa rin with my previous post. aargh.
i just told myself to stay focused. i'm having no boyfriends till i'm 21 so why bother right?
lol.

if ever somebody will be able to read my blog...pls comment. yun lang. if ever nga eh...

*peace out*

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if i'm ugly then so are you..so are you..

ever felt so ugly? as in na parang ikaw na ang pinakapanget na tao sa mundo. not naman mundo but somehow, just panget..?

well, i just happen to feel like that.

anyway...i was sooo happy yesterday. nakachat ko sa myspace yung isang friend ko na nasa states. alam mo yung feeling na yun? na, even if you're about thousands of miles away, parang you're just talking beside each other. ♥

if you're reading this...hello! :)

there were so many things na we did today..as in! every subject, parang super tense ako kasi we have a quiz in this subject, another activity in the other subject, a seatwork in...haay! basta..imagine, 1 day lang yung break namin last week. monday to saturday, we had classes coz we had to make up for the breaks we had. tapos by sunday, 90th anniv ng CAP and we had to do the korean fan dance AGAIN for the 3rd time. tapos nalaman namin di pa pala nalalabhan yung mga costume namin. as in EW!!! ang baho na niya talaga..haha

microteaching na next week. i'm quite excited. excited in a way na i'm wondering wheter i'm gonna be good at it OR bad at it. i hope i'll be assigned to a subject na i'm good at. and i hope na i will get behaved students..:) EWAN!

so okay, i'm going to be honest. the real reason na i wanted to update today is because something has been bothering my mind. i was thinking about somebody na naging close na rin sa akin. okay i'll admit it...maybe a little bit closer than the usual. diba usually when you like someone, you feel uneasy when you're talking to him or even just sitting beside him. pero with this one it's different. idk.

another thing pa...diba you should be serious when you say those three spell-binding words (ya know...i love you??)? ang sabi niya pa, love shoudn't be judged. whatev.

enough of this nonsense. i'm sleepy. time to get back to reality. and tomorrow when i wake up, it's gonna be a new day.

good night y'all..

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so many thoughts, so little space...i mean time.

nakakainis...ang hirap makaconnect sa internet. imagine, last friday pa ako nagtatry, ngayon lang ako finally nakapasok...

so today, bigayan ng card namin. maganda naman yung results, two points higher yung average ko!!!:) dapat super happy ako...pero parang hindi eh..maybe something's wrong with me.

maraming bagay ngayon sa isip ko...school stuff, personal stuff ewan! i've been daydreaming a lot lately.. if you don't know me, i'm your ordinary daydreamer. i dream about a lot of things. let's see... i dream about my future life..what work i'm going to have, sinong magiging kasama ko habang buhay (sino, sino kaya??)..corni!!! eniwei, back to topic.

i dream about my future high school reunions. sino kaya magkakatuluyan? teka lang, meron nga ba?? haha... ano kaya mga itsura ng mga classmates ko 20 years from now? then i start laughing...peace!haha..

btw, over all champs kami nung sportsfest...wee! haha, i think we deserved it anyway. di dahil pangit yung sa iba, God blessed us lang talaga. kala ko nga nung una talo pa kami di naman pala. haha...Thank you, thank you!;)

pero mejo sumama yung loob ko nung cheering practice days...may nakita kasi ako sa CR na nakasulat, "bianca feeling cheerleader." i know, napakaliit na bagay niyan. di ko naman kasi pinipilit yung sarili ko na maging cheerleader. yes, i am the batch coordinator. kaya lang naman ako mejo naging leader sa cheering dahil gusto ko lang maaorganize yung group. my real motive wasto help in organizing the group coz i know that by doing that, mas magiging maganda yung performance namin. i never thought na mamimisunderstood nung iba. kaya nga nung awarding, akala nung teachers cheerleader din ako, but i didn't stand up to get the award. deep down, i know na my motives are pure and i dont mean any harm. never ko naman pinangarap na maging cheerleader noh! di naman ako feeling at alam ko naman na i don't have THAT gift talaga. but anyway, i forgive you whoever you are.

peace na tayo...:)

earlier this week, ang dami-daming nasa isip ko. pero nakalimutan ko na...

siguro i'll update nalang next time...

ciao!♥

newbie

maybe this is my nth blog... ewan ko, basta tamad ako usually to keep journals like this. i like to read blogs...blog hopping yeah, right. lalo na pag blogs of important persons like celebs. siguro usisera lang talaga ako...;)

i've been keeping a diary since forever. kaso, a problem ko...i'm so tamad to write on it everyday. instead, i write long entries like 4 pages back to back...weird? nah...

i wonder if someone will ever read this blog...yung type na di ko sasabihan tapos magugulat nalang ako na biglang may magcocomment...hehe! parinig toh!

today's sunday...as usual we went to church. there was this poem i guess na binasa nung pastor namin na why we go to church. mejo napaisip nga ako eh. guilty ako na sometimes i go to church to see people...observe? basta, parang whats up with them. sometimes, sa sobrang kabaliwan ko, pumupunta ako sa church dahil gusto kong pumorma..alam mo yun? anyway...of course, di nawawala yung reason to worship GOD...sometimes i feel ashamed of myself. kasi, tuwing sundays ko lang nareremember si God...tapos ang dami ko pang ginawang sin...come on, let's face it. parang nakakahiya na ewan...

sorry God...


school na naman tomorrow. may assignment pa akong di nagagawa. bummer!

ayan, pumasok na naman sa utak ko kung may magbabasa nito...ewan.
sa mga babasa TENK YOU!!! mwah mwah mwah...(yuck!) ;)

ma post nga sa friendster and url ko...ang tanong, may tumitingin ba sa friendster ko? haha...dami kong tanong! baka nasisiraan na ako..

i'll try to keep this blog as happy as possible. ayoko ma stereotype na goth or dark or whatever... i want to be known for being myself...sabi nga sa pinoy dream academy--"giving the song your personal touch"...


so come on...enter my world...
get lost!haha..

peace!;p

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