Happy la la la la

Sa totoo lang, I'm happy. This feeling, it makes me smile. Haha.

Chos.

Ang cheesy.

Yak.

Pero totoo naman eh. Nalulungkot lang ako when I think about the struggle. Tuwing naalala ko na hindi perfect ang situation. Most likely ay hindi siya happy ending. One-way lang siya.

But it makes me happy right? So does that mean na somehow, it's okay to have these feelings?

I don't have to reject them? To block them? To suppress them?

Kasi honestly, I really don't wanna suppress them. Maybe I do want him to know about all these things? Maybe I want to be expressive, to come clean?

Haha. This is crazy.

The debate between my head and my heart is still a tight fight. Mejo nagpaparinig nga lang ang heart na sana, siya naman ang mas pakinggan ko this time around.

Tama ba yun?

Hahaha. EWAN!