no self-pity puh-lease...

haay.

i missed my blog.

basta, i had all these thoughts in my had since forever, but i had no time to place them here. too bad.

and i AM getting fatter everyday. thanks for the love ma! pano ka na bora? haha.

anyway, i got an sms earlier, the usual love quotes. the one that says, "mahal ko siya pero di niya ako makita... " y'know, the usual she's popular and i'm a geek. just got me thinking, there's lots of fish in the sea? why torture yourself?

i know there are these people na talagang star of the show. as in, walang patol ang mga may crush or the whole town's courting him or her. wala ka na talagang magagawa sa ganyan.

changing the mindset, pertaining to lost of fish in the sea. isn't it na kung sino yung rare species, endagered, di napapansin sa una, they are the ones who stand out the most. the ones considered to be the prettiest of them all. it turns out that the rare ones require the special treatment, the utmost care.

yung mga napapansin ngayon, pagsasawaan din yan. don't worry (oo, ikaw kausap ko. yep, you who texted me.Ü) Don't lose hope. keep swimming.

at sayo na nagbabasa nito, it's up to you whether you'll take this post against me or better, just comment what you think.

"dapat ba magpakat**** ka sa mahal mo na di ka naman nakikita?"

OR

"dapat mo bang balewalain ang nararamdaman mo?"

i don't know why i'm posting about this topic. actually, i'm disgusted by this post. by this topic. what the heck? i've never been in love. so why bother?

to you who texted me: cheer up! keep swimming, and don't forget to bring your goggles with you.Ü