In my head (and in my heart), everything is clear. I know how I think of you. I know how I feel for you. Crystal. I admittingly get kilig all the time just reminiscing about the little moments and the little memories.
I don't know why you do it though. Is it really possible that you are still clueless about everything? Because I've seen you in a slightly weak situation, and you held on to me like there was no tomorrow. Well, I felt important at that moment. I told you that I would just be there, and like what I promised, I stayed right?
How about during the regular days? During the busy days?
I know you're just there, but I don't know if you'd come around if I asked. I don't know if I have gained that kind of influence over you. Yes, there are the concepts of being random and being spontaneous. However, when there's no confirmation and no consistency, how can you solely rely on randomness and/or spontaneity? Wala ka talagang panghahawakan.. mahirap.
It's not as if I'm complaining or anything. In fact, I'm really enjoying this (whatever this may be). Sometimes I feel that I'm just overthinking things and over reading situations instead of taking them in face value. What if this was just a super great friendship and I just mistook it for something a bit more than that?
I wish things would be a bit clearer for us, or for me. I really don't know what's going on in your head. Did you really want to hold my hand or what? Haha. But I swear, it was a really really cute moment. Moments rather.:))
Obviously I have nothing against this. I just wish that I could freely hope for the best, the best being the scenario that'll lead me to you without any doubts. Until then, I'd be more than willing to just be there and make my presence be felt by you. Ikaw na bahala magbasa sa actions ko. Hahaha.