screaming inside my head.

i don't know. i try to be happy but i just can't. why do i feel all these pressure around me? why? why...

somebody, please help me. i know mababaw lang tong reason ko, but what am i going to do with our english play? nobody's interested in the story. so i decided to change it, but i just can't find any replacement. haay...this is so hard.

so you guy's don't like a walk to remember, then suggest one please! or baka naman kasi gusto niyo ung sa kabila. eh di lumipat kayo. i'm jus so tired of doing things on my own, plus my insecurities whenever people from the other class would ask me about our plans. c'mon, we're not individually graded here. hello? this is like, our english exam? i'm just so disappointed, this is not how i've foreseen things. everything's just so messed up.

anyway, what's the point of me talking about this crap? nothing. so i better shut up, think. think hard about stuff, and the english stuff. i just hope my head won't burst.

i'm not blaming you guys. i know, i suck being in the director's place. but, please, kahit unting cooperation lang. i just want everything to be alright. kahit 50% lang gumawa ok na sakin. just help me please. i can't carry the burden and do everything all by myself. i'm not superbianca y'know.

what did i do to deserve this?
what else has to be done just to be heard?
screaming inside, can't let it out.
this is too disturbing.
yet time is running.
trying to hold on...
don't want to let go...