not on purpose.

i had a fun weekend thanks to the suspension of classes brought to us by the SK registration. haha. sounds like a tv ad.:)

natatawa ako sa sarili ko everytime someone asks me "musta na/how's college?" and i always answer them "ok naman/masaya/enjoy." parang sirang plaka. haha. well, totoo naman eh. i believe i am having the time of my life learning to do things on my own, meeting new people, and having new experiences. oh, there are those down moments especially when i think everybody else back at home. kaya nga super happy ako na i got to see my hs batchmates and friends last friday. as in mama even made it a joke na nakabalik daw ako ng lb before lunch, pero nakauwi ako sa bahay before dinner.

pero as they say, good things have to end at some point. while hanging out with my friends, i received an sms from a batchmate saying na nagbago na daw ako blah blah.

here's my point. i haven't seen them or talked to them for the longest time. parang for me, it's unfair to tell that someone has changed kung wala ka pang interaction dun sa tao na yon. you have no right.

looking at the opposite side, i might have changed. BUT NOT ON PURPOSE. diba one way or another you change because you need to adapt to a certain circumstance, or you are influenced by your new environment. jan nga pumapasok si conscience diba? that voice inside you head or that gut feeling you have whenever you aren't sure of your words or actions.

diba there's a quote that says "nothing in this world is constant except for change." it's hard to oppose change. i'd like to think na IF EVER i've really CHANGED a LOT, it would be for the better, not vice-versa.

i guess WE just NEED to TALK. right? saka kilala niyo naman ako eh. i would never want to trade my personality for someone else's. and i think no one's going to know me better and UNDERSTAND me better than my high school friends/batchmates. four years din yon.Ü

shucks, this post is becoming mushy and mushier by the second.

haha. oh well, siguro hindi matatanggal yon sa system ko. forever na akong ganito.
don't worry guys, hindi magbabago treatment ko sa inyo. sabi nga ng shout-out ni kriezl (if i remember it right),

"distance is never a reason to forget people."