"i would do this for her anyday..."
- Grab her by the waist
- tell her she's beautiful
- tell her she has amazing eyes
- when your friends walk by, say this is my girlfriend
- Say i love you to her face not overthe phone or myspace
- if she's sad, take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay
- kiss her on the forehead
- when you walk with her, walk slowly.
- Tickle her even when she says stop
- Call her just to say I Love You.
- Don't be afraid to hold her hand in public.
- Dont say i love you unless you mean it."
cute right? anyway...
wala lang. i was inspired to blog because... well, one of my tbffs blogged something about being homesick. alam mo yung feeling na all the while you think na everything is going on just fine. you transferred to another country 5 years ago, met new friends, established a new lifestyle. tapos looking back, you realize na you have missed so much from your past life. gets? napag-iwanan ka na ng friends mo; kahit pa sabihin nating ang lines of communication ay hindi broken, iba pa rin yung closeness niyo dati.
i just wanted to share something that was a big part of my childhood. the tbffs. it started as a book that my bestfriend wrote when we were about 7 or 8. ako, bilang isang pakialamera, ay nakisawsaw and there we had it. our first tbff book: new york sleepover. a large part of that was influenced by the babysitters club series at yun din yung time na sobrang obssesed kami sa sleepovers. hanggang ngayon pa din naman right?
then it evolved into a group: reg, pam and me. our moms were long time amigas and our dads, especially reg's and mine, were really close. tapos, pam and i went to the same church pa. so we literally grew up together. we had so many plans. for example, sa church, we always sat at the first row at the left side. why? i don't know. we also planned that the three of us are going to join the praise and worship team pag 11 na kami; that we were all gonna be baptized at the same time. since same age group kami, magkakasama kami sa sunday school kaya hanggang sunday, nagbabond kami especially reg and pam who were actually schoolmates.
our dreams also included our academic life. we planned na we will be classmates sa UPRHS (pero si reg lang ang naaccept and by the time na examination na, nasa US na si pam). then we'll all go to UP Diliman, live together. haay...we had so many plans. walang nangyari maski isa sa kanila. it's as if na ayaw talaga kami pagsama-samahin.
first, namatay si ninang ivy. that meant na reg had to move to manila. so kami nalang ni pam ang naiwan. and when we thought na okay na ang lahat, we learned na pam had to move to the US. and now, 5 years na kaming di nagkikita. haay..
if ever you (reg and pam) get a chance to read this, i'm sorry na i had to let it out here. i guess i'm just so sad na we had to part ways. na we even if we wanted to, we can't be together. out of the three of us, ako lang ang hindi nagbago. i mean, yung may least changes na nangyari. i'm still here, stuck in all these memories. to tell you guys the truth, upto now i have never found any other friends like you. kahit na separate ways tayo, i still believe na you guys will be my bestfriends forever. and ever. and ever. and ever.
i'm just so amazed how much our lives have changed since those days at ebc. ikaw reg, total twist. ikaw pam, i don't know. i just feel so left out. remember when we had the "major" fight we had kasi i was jealous. jealous because i felt i was being left out. i feel the same way today, not because i'm jealous, but because i miss the old days.
how i wish i could turn back time.
pero ganito talaga eh. there's nothing i can do. thank God for things like myspace, cellphone and YM..Ü
tbff pa din! apir! haha...
kisses.:-*
addicted na ako! malala na toh my gosh.
haha. bigyan nyo naman ako ng CD nyan.
please...thank you and kisses to you.
:)
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